Dear Diary,
I felt so weak this morning that I decided to cancel Barbie. Oh damn, that didn’t go over well with her. She made a whole drama out of it because she had canceled a fashion shoot today, especially for me, and because I had been postponing her for months now (and that is true actually. She had missed me so much and could not accept that I would cancel on her. So, after a lot of drama, I let her come over… and I did not regret it.
She brought me some milk and medicine, to help me out, and then she simply sucked and fucked me to bring me back to normal, hahahah. Anyways, I was feeling even more dead after we were done, of course. Anyways, I did not regret it.
She left after a few hours as she has a shoot tomorrow in Bangkok again. After tomorrow, another showgirl event in a mall… I guess she will come back soon! I also asked her for a threesome with one of her friends and I told her that I really want anal next time. I tried today, a little. She promised!
